I was once sad and lonely,
Having nobody to comfort me,
Feel broken down, my body aches
My heart it bleeds from past mistakes
The words are spinning ’round my brain,
Can’t stop the tears, they fall like rain
So I wore a mask that always smiled;
To hide my feelings behind a lie.
So scared and feeling so alone
The coldness fills my every bone
Nobody could hear my cries at night
For I designed my mask to hide the lies.
This darkness haunts my very soul
My world seems dead I’ve lost control
Nobody could see the pain I was feeling
For I designed my mask to be laughing.
Day by day, Night by night
I was slowly dying.
I couldn’t go on,
There was something missing..
Until now I’m still searching
For the thing that’ll stop my crying.
No food, no sleep, can’t think at all
Each way I turn, another wall
Depression has moved in again
And; “The only weapon is my pen”.